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Despondency

by Erroneous

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Long has it been since the warmth of optimism Nurtured my skin with its fiery glow Luminosity that seemingly dims as years pass Shrouded by deprecated self-worth Seeds of beautiful flowers planted by kind hands Having sprung and bloomed from the soil of my heart Nourished through the gentle care of hope's radiance Petals fall beneath a never-ending eclipse Withered decay seeps into the soil Wasteland fostered by my own umbra Chill and remorse permeate the air As the earth below brews hostility Why does this heart yearn to rid my mind of despair While contempt courses through my own veins How could I cultivate warm and fertile pastures When loving myself is a field of thorns to cross Every attempt pierces flesh and bone As I'm challenged against insufficiency When one meter of ground is traversed Ten more of stabbing and sinking extend beyond sight I look sheepishly for anyone's help But compulsion has left me all alone Mud and bugs flow into my gaping mouth Crying as sludge comforts me for all time
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Every day provides something new Wondrous art and stories await A carte blanche of enrichment is here Through woven connectedness Such comfort taken for granted To the point of toxicity The reach of privilege neglected To instead augment emptiness Void Ensnared Burdened by a weak, ineffectual state Vacuum Swirling deeper in desolation and haze Tangled Living like a moth in gleaming Zion Yearning rather to burn in fire Whispers from chilled complacency And the strokes of her fingertips Sweet nectar to lap lovingly Calm the mind and blemish the soul Locked into the eternal azure Too afraid and dull to palette swap Remnant hues bleed out profusely Leeches hatch Engorge me ‘til I’m grey Void Ensnared Burdened by a weak, ineffectual state Vacuum Swirling deeper in desolation and haze Tangled Living like a moth in gleaming Zion Yearning for more Out of reach are the fruits of life Rot and dust permeate the muse Developed stills of a younger self His bright eyes pierce me with disdain Void Feeble Wretched parasites of my own design Coward Frightened to pull them Vibrance prospers not Engulfed Living like a moth in scorching fire State of ashes fitting for the color grey
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Coalescence 07:51
Gentle brushstrokes caress the vacant canvas Dazzling colors flourish as they blend together If only the will to live was nearly as vigorous Though weary minds in ripe flesh are keys for a masterwork divine Fateful venture proceeds amidst ropes and tubs Grandeur display awaits with paint and sulfuric acid Such a pristine plastic vessel of white Nakedness tingled by its fine, cold touch Only the joy of paint soaking in pores can match painful erasure of muscle and bone Melted skin for the exhibit Guts dissolved to black bile Hues dance among swirled crimson Here atop the lonely pinnacle of art

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released July 19, 2019

Erroneous is M.B.
Cover art: "Weeping Nude" by Edvard Munch, 1913-14

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